Down the Lonely Aisle

"Do not fret because of evildoers, Nor be envious of the workers of inequity. For they shall soon be cut down like the grass, And wither as the green herb. " - Psalm 37:1-2

Since before I took up my cross and walk with Christ, I understood that it would be a very long and lonely walk. Although some would disagree with me, cause walking down this road would mean that Christ will be with me in every step of the way. But I am only human... Nonetheless, a little girl.

I came to Christ on my own accord. Without any guidance from parents or friends. Just following the will and plans of what God has for me. Many roadblocks lay ahead of me, even so, there was no turning back now that I have chosen my Lord. Sometimes, being as humans are, we get pulled in by our own emotions, wants and needs.

Before accepting this new life, that was freely given, i didn't know anything else other than the fact that I did not have a place in this world. I see people going daily about their own business. They all seem to have their own routine, conformed by their own culture, family teachings and what not. But I did not have anything to hold on to. Nothing before this.

Somehow I knew that things would get much tougher for me in the life of Christ, even now as I am writing this, I am sitting in my workplace which is filled with non-believers. There isn't much people that I could go to that would understand the situation I am in, or the complicating feelings I have roaming inside. But it is without a doubt that the Heavenly Father walks with those who invites Him in. I only have that to rest on, a promised that I keep with me in my heart.

You see, people might not understand you, they might not want to hear what you are going through. They may have opinions about you. But it isn't something that we should or need to take heart of. After all, what is important is what God feels about us, rather than what man thinks of us.